I was, living as a rebel/living like an infidel/doing anything to raise hell/even though was raised well/I only cared about me and myself/didnt want anybody else, to tell me how to live my life/get out my way all I wanna do is get high/roll up a blunt and get lifted up to the sky/so high I aint wanna come back down/back down where the sorrow surrounds/feeling lost, not knowing if Id be found/somehow the depression slowly crept in/and all these questions started filling within/like why do I feel all alone/in this place that I call my home/its like being locked up again/except its being locked from within/I need to get outta this place/dont know how much more I can face/I know that I need to repent/and I realize that I really need Him/Im in need of His forgiveness/Im guilty and the laws my witness/I am filthy thank u Lord for helping me to see my sickness/
Chorus
Iv came a long way, from where I used to be/the man u used to see, is not the same me/but Im still not who I wanna be/who I wanna be/still not who I wanna be/I still have a long way to go/
Verse 2
Yea Iv still got a long way to go/I am not where I wanna be yet/Im still a work in progress/the progress can be so hard to process/things Iv done that I cant forget/and even to this day I do things that I regret/I am such a mess still/there are things that I wrestle/Iv got struggles just like you/and not just one man Iv got a few/and often I wonder why cant I get past this?/some of these mountains seem so massive/will I manage? sometimes I just cannot stand it/cuz I try to handle it on my own/were just not meant to fight alone/Iv got the Holy Spirit with me all the time/so why do I still waist my time/fighting struggles deep inside/on my own, is it pride?/Iv gotta let go and let God take control/mold me until U make me whole/I still need a long way to go/
Chorus
Iv came a long way, from where I used to be/the man u used to see, is not the same me/but Im still not who I wanna be/who I wanna be/still not who I wanna be/I still have a long way to go/
Songwriter and producer CRFT celebrates his spirituality and family on this thoughtful debut LP, featuring Blu, nobigdyl, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable May 10, 2022
The seven tracks on the debut from CRFT are breathtakingly beautiful, blending jazz, ambient music, and soul into a dreamy cohesive whole. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 3, 2022