In my life Iv been so close to my demise/many times Iv coulda died this I cannot deny/I was a fool/I thought that drugs were so cool/I was dancing with the devil, without thinking any moment my life I could lose/
Verse 1
Back in the day, my life was so empty and hollow to say/I never woulda thought that Id be headed this way/following the darkness see my soul was bound in chains/being lead to my own grave at a young age/smoking that weed and also drinking some beer/driving home, I coulda crashed and died see my vision wasnt clear/but one thing was so clear/if it werent for Gods grace I know I wouldnt be here/cuz I was a drug fiend/popping loratabs and smoking plenty weed/took an overdose of triple c's and wickedness is all I seen/I had this feeling like my brain was set ablaze/I coulda had a heart attack the way my heart raced/
Chorus
In my life Iv been so close to my demise/many times Iv coulda died this I cannot deny/I was a fool/I thought that drugs were so cool/I was dancing with the devil, without thinking any moment my life I could lose/
Verse 2
Back when I was 17 I found out I had cancer/I was taken by surprise not knowing how to answer/my life, turned upside down/and my smile to a frown/wasnt sure how my life would pan out/struggling with doubts, I knew I didnt wanna die now/I wanted to get high but somehow it did not feel right now/thoughts were running through my mind like what do I do right now/knew I wasnt on the right route, gotta turn around/but I didnt make the change, went right back to the same thing/smoking weed and eating shrooms, like I didnt give a dang/but then fast forward to the year of 2009/I gave my life to Jesus and been cancer free the whole time/
Chorus
In my life Iv been so close to my demise/many times Iv coulda died this I cannot deny/I was a fool/I thought that drugs were so cool/I was dancing with the devil, without thinking any moment my life I could lose/
Songwriter and producer CRFT celebrates his spirituality and family on this thoughtful debut LP, featuring Blu, nobigdyl, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable May 10, 2022
The seven tracks on the debut from CRFT are breathtakingly beautiful, blending jazz, ambient music, and soul into a dreamy cohesive whole. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 3, 2022