Why do I feel like I am just a waste/I'm a disgrace like there's waste on my face/I can not bare all the perils I face/this world is a treacherous, hazardous place/my life's been thrown into a trash can/I don't wanna be the one to end my life man/but depression can make u think crazy thoughts/never contemplated suicide but Iv sought/like what are we really living here for/to gain some paper so that we can pay our way forward/so we can retire, maybe acquire/a whole lotta things just to fill our desires/I am so lost, I am so lost/just like the waves back and forth I get tossed/what do I do?/oh where shall I go?/back to the weed or just go to the cross/these are a few of the feelings Iv fought/I wanna be free, from feeling so lost/I wanna believe, I'm down on my knees/praying u give me the faith to see oh Lord/
Chorus
Deep down in my heart/I am broken, torn apart/ down on my knees, oh Lord can u help me/please, rescue me/please, rescue me/please, rescue me/Iv hit rock bottom
Verse 2
Living to die, I was living a lie/this cancer in me was consuming inside/of me, slowly devouring, damaging/see, I figured that I was supposed to be/living good and carefree/smoking up a blunt anytime that I wanted to feel free/and drink a beer with my friends man I can't believe it/how did I get here, get here?/my life is so shallow/empty and hollow/was it because of the people I followed?/most of my feelings I always kept bottled/I did not want to be left at the bottom/but here I lay/feeling so gray, will I perhaps live to see another day?/at the age of 17 I never thought Id ever have to think about this/oh Lord could I please just have one wish?/have one wish I really don't wanna go down like this/I'm down on my knees, down on my knees/praying and hoping that you will hear this/
Chorus
Deep down in my heart/I am broken, torn apart/ down on my knees, oh Lord can u help me/please, rescue me/please, rescue me/please, rescue me/Iv hit rock bottom
Songwriter and producer CRFT celebrates his spirituality and family on this thoughtful debut LP, featuring Blu, nobigdyl, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable May 10, 2022
The seven tracks on the debut from CRFT are breathtakingly beautiful, blending jazz, ambient music, and soul into a dreamy cohesive whole. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 3, 2022